From now on just me .. . . . .

The feeling of being trapped is horrible. not being able to go out with friends or family, stuck at home all day. and i've gotten to an age where i really wanna go out ya know. i'm so jealous of all my friends, the things they can do without even thinking about it.....

I get so fed up and so mad at them over it but they don't seem to notice

I'm afraid of being forgotten too. Like friends of mine have met other friends of mine through me and now i just feel like they're gunna forget the middle person....

Like they just forget about me completely and then wonder why i'm angry at them.

I mean who wants to hang out with me if they always have to come up and see me all the time. . . Its only a matter of time before they stop talking to me like my old friends did....

They didn't know what was wrong with me (neither did i at the time) and after a while they stopped texting and that was it, i tried to keep communicating but they obviously didn't...

That was hard.. Now i've new friends, a new school and i'm starting to wonder how long will it be before they stop texting and calling too. . . . .

Peace and Love

Robyn